holla

Its been ages since i posted anything on my blog.Kalo blog ni buku dekat rak buku mesti dah berhabuk sebab dah lama tak buka.ngee..neway will be posting something ASAP after I'm done with my assignments and presentations!!

There are times dat i hate weekends so much!

Weekends are suppose to be fun and relaxing,but there are times that i hate weekends!Dah la semua orang balik time weekends so anak-anak perantauan macam saya ni terpaksalah duduk diam-diam dalam bilik.Luckily, 3 of my rummates pun anak perantauan so if diorang tak ada plan ill have somebody to teman me tapi most of the times,masing-masing ada plan.sob sob..Well,not all weekends are that depressing but today,this particular day,im feeling super sad and lonely.

I tried to be productive,doing laundry,cleaning up my room and tried to study(cuba tapi tak berjaya!LOL) tapi eventually ill run out of things to do ill and i will end up feeling miserable and depress.Saya ni dahla jenis tak reti duduk diam.Dalam bilik kecik ni apa je nak buat??This is the time i miss home soooooo much...

I hate this homesick feeling =(

p/s: i really wanted to watch ur futsal game and support you but since you dont like it and for some other reason you mentioned this morning(which upsets me big time) ill just stay put in my room.Congratulations for making it into finals...

Kembali ke sekolah!

Today and tomorrow then im off to campus!Yeay!!Actually tak lah excited sangat nk balik campus sebab nak belajar tapi excited because now i dont have to bangun as early as 6 in the morning nak siap-siap pergi kerja and redah jam to go to work,sit in front of the laptop doing nothing or pretending to do something!At least belajar ada masa untuk diri sendiri and the environment is not so stressful macam kerja.Kalo stress pun maybe time kuiz,assignment and exam..ok i shall stop there dont want to think about that right now.Seriusly,i really need a vacation,patut university patut give us time untuk cuti!Ini tak baru lepas final last time the next following week dah praktikal and now baru habis praktikal the following week dah start kelas.Macam mana migrain saya tak teruk.Tskk! (-_-")

Anyway,i still excited about this coming sem,cant wait to see my new room makeover!Pliz Pliz Pliz... tukar the tiles and paint the wall!hehe banyak demand kan?Dah alang-alang nak makeover better buat yang terbaik kan?

Macam biasa before balik campus mesti go for shopping,since i have nothing else to do tadi,ive already make a list of things to buy!

Things to buy:

• baldi color pink (baldi dulu dah rosak entah siapa buat,balik-balik dari toilet dah pecah)
• shampoo and conditioner herbal essence
• sabun mandi lifeboy
• berus gigi and ubat gigi
  
• pencuci muka,toner and moisturizer
  
• and other toiletries - dah sampai sana baru rambang mata nak beli
  
• pen warna warni
• highlighter warna warni
• post note warna warni
• note books
• files
• pen
  
• and other stationeries yang tak perlu tapi nak beli juga sebab sekali lagi rambang mata
• and some other persononal stuff

Cant wait for saturday to come *wink wink*

Say What???

WHY?

HOW?

WHO?

WHERE?

WHAT?

WHEN?


You can never run away from this questions in your daily life and that is not always an answer to those questions.

Lompat bintang sepuluh kali

Ok masa untuk berkabung dan mourning sudah habis!!Walaupun masih ada tinggal sedikit sisa-sisa sedih di hati (ada gaya penulis novel cinta melayu tak??)Sekarang ini masa untuk senyum dan happy!!Sebab apa??Sebab praktikal dah nak habis lagi dua minggu!Yeay,cepat lompat bintang 10 kali..tak ade kene mengena (-_-")

Tapi i must admit,nanti mesti rindu dekat mereka di commercial

- Pn.Maz my supervisor,walaupun nampak dia garang tapi dia baik,selalu nasihat suruh cari husband kaya so tak payah susah payah nak kerja(engineer!)tapi saya suka accountant.hehe

- Pak Shah yang suka menyakat tambah-tambah lagi cara saya jalan( lepas ni kena practice jalan ala-ala cat walk )

-Kak Ita da superwoman secretary orang yang paling banyak ajar saya dan Diana macam-macam dan orang yang paling kami rapat

-Kak Yani da young mom juga orang yang rapat dengan kami,selalu cerita tentang anak dia yang comel

-Uncle eddy tapi dia suruh panggil abang eddy,layankan jela yang sangat sweet talker.En.Hisham orang sekampung yang ramah dan bagi chocolate sangat banyak hari tu.Uncle Rosli yang suka cerita tentang zaman muda-muda siap tunjuk gambar dia masuk newspaper menang lari berpagar.(Jangan lupa janji nak belanja makan di Roybos last week nanti!hehe)

-Abg Wan,Abg Jamal yang tolong mase kereta rosak.Mr.Sia orang yang senyap-senyap bagi password internet dia sebab kesian rupa kami yang separuh mati kebosanan sebab Mr.Lennie dah tukar password.Jiva yang suka bawa jalan-jalan melawat office orang lainIris,Sia,Cho yang comel =p ,Kak Wati,En Azhar Bos kesayangan Diana,Abg Fazrul dan Abg Saiful (selamat berkahwin!!) dan yang lain -lain tu tak rapat sangat tapi thanks to you guys too =)

Kembali ke pangkal jalan,i am feeling excited and happy now since all the 'Drama Melayu' its over and i hope the drama will have a happy ending =) and sebab praktical dah nak habis!Can't believe this but i am actually looking forward to go to classes and study!!Tiba-tiba excited nak beli buku nota baru untuk kelas,file,stationeries(pen warna warni) dan post note warna warni untuk buat notes.This may make me sound like a nerd,dan ada kawan pun pernah cakap saya nerd sebab selalu pergi kelas awal lepas tu tak ade orang lagi dalam kelas.huhu..Tapi saya tak kesah sebab jadi nerd cool apa,cube tengok cerita beauty and the geek tu,lepas transform ada some of them jadi handsome!!

Seriusly, this practical training buat saya lagi appreciate my university life and life as a student.Sebab bile fikir-fikir balik,macam-macam benda yang saya nak buat tapi tak buat-buat lagi,nanti buat satu post khas untuk benda mesti buat sebelum grad lagi setahun.Cepatnya masa past.Sedih dan terasa sudah tua.sob sob...

Really looking forward for next semester,harap-harap everything ok dan tak ada lagi drama-drama melayu mengalirkan air mata dan dapat skor empat terlentang (ecece..macam boleh je).

Save Me

Currently listening to Remy Zero - Save Me....

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside

When they pull you under
And I would give you anything you want
Well all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling around somebody save me
And two warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I've been waiting for you



People said that there is an explanation for anything in this world,well at least science says so that is why people scientist have been devoting their life searching for answers and explanation.

What if there is no explanation for it,what if things just happen,what if...what if....

Accept it,face it,embrace it...Easy said than done right??

Somebody save me..i dont care how you do it...

numb

It was raining heavily this morning as i drove to work, as cliche as it sounds i feel that the rain is shedding tears together with me,understands the unbearable pain that stabs me right in the heart.

The songs played on the radio was specially dedicated to me,the lyrics was telling the story of my sorrow,describing what i feel or what i don't feel.

Everything feel so numb

Everything feel so wrong

Cant seem to tear of the ugly mask on my face,feel with sadness and sorrowfulness...